too confident? haha~ there's an explaination

SO! yesterday was the day when all our anxiety disappeared like drastically after knowing our PMR RESULTS~ wooot.. (fuyo, lame x gune ayt skema cm nih)

hee~ and alhamdulillah, my results are satisfying. and by that, i mean i got 8A's. (phewww)

i really have to say that I AM pressured by my family and probably teachers. so if i didn't get 8a's i might have been sooo damn DOWN like... waaayyyy down...

=.="

ape2 pon... mmg ramai la dak skolah aq yg dpt 8A. NOT BAD APE, SMK Kangkar Pulai.. yg org laen pndg rendah sgt asal??? hak ellahhh... *emo~

25 org taon nih yg 8A... so we did it~ we broke the record!! hahaa..

okay so ape yg aq nk citer nih pasal time nk amek result tuhhh... punyela nervous sume org... yg aq? emmm... *cough cough*

aq konfiden je kan!! WAHAHA... smpy bile ckgu ckp,

"sape yg yakin dy dapat 8A?"

AQ SORG JEK AGKT TANGAN!! *SERIUS NYESAL SGT AQ ANGKAT... (igtkn ramai la gak yg konon2 konfiden.. aq mgharapkn BURHAN! tp dy pon x agkt) ngeng!

so kire mcm aq blagak la plakk kn!! ADUHHH! sorry sgt2 kpade mreke yg igt aq blagak... sanye,, ade explaination... here, let me keep it simple.

pade pukul 10 lebey, ketika result masih lagi on the way ke sekolah, MY MOM (who's a teacher) texted la ckgu yg bertugas untuk bwk slip2 kputusan tu ke skolah.... then dy btwu aq resultsnye.. so YUPP, i knew my results before anyone else did... =.="

lpastu my mom didn't let me tell anyone.. so i had to BLAKON mcm aq ni x twu la... (mnjadik jugak aq blakon snyer~ wahahaha!!) aq wat2 nervous gilakk... heee~

tp yg mase ckgu tnye pasal yakin dpt 8A tu mmg aq agkt jek la.. SBB JUJO MMG AQ DAH YAKIN~ hahahahaahha!!!

ngeng tol. hishh... anywayyyzzz!! to everyone yg dpt result bagos2 tu congratz okay!! troskan usehe ntok SPM pulakk...~

p/s: SPY AQ 7A~ wahahah! *nape nk kne btwu kat sini? MABOK!

BLUE just made me RED

ouh~ terasa malas sungguh nak update blog..

but something interesting just happened to me this evening..

and by interesting, i mean embarrassing~

=.="

so petang td, my mom ajak kluar gi taman u. and since it was damn boring (plus it was raining) and i definitely had nothing better to do, i accompanied her. dy kate dy nak beli sushi and cool blog kat Jusco. (aq x twu la plak sjak bile ntah mak aq minat cool blog nih... layan~) but then bile dah smpy tmn u, dy ckp nk gi bank~ n then gi kedai kain. lpastu tibe2 my mom ckp mlz plak nk msok jusco..

so i made the '(=_=")' face.

meyh.. she gave me false hope of having SUSHI and COOLBLOG for snack...!

u can't blame me for being broken hearted,..

so dah sedey2 tu mak aq pon bwk gi 7Eleven... bli lah SLURPEE sbagai pngganti CoolBlog.. and CHOCOLATES!! haha~ *dah x mrajok dah*

but the slurpee somehow didn't taste as good as i remember .. *-*

(oh n slurpee aq tuh wrne biru BTW)

n then agk2 kol 4 lebey tu blk la smule ke umah.. tp bile dah smpy kat tsp my mom stopped at Esso nk isi minyak~ aq nyer slurpee da nk abes da time tuh.. *khusyuk giler mnyedot*

so as always, driver msti mls nk kluar kete punyer ntok byr kat kaunter kn? jadik aq lah tukang pegi byr... as soon as i reached the counter i saw two ladies... sorg makcik n sorg lg akq.

DUE2 TGK AQ SMACAM! (lg2 akq tuuu...)

she was like, NOT BLINKING for a few seconds just to stare at meee...

aq plik gilakkk~ ASAL AN TGK AQ SMCM!?

tibe2 makcik tu tego.

"EH, asal bibir ko biru tu, dik?"

i was like,

"huh?" n then tutop mulut.. PERH BARU AQ TRIGT AQ MINOM SLURPEE !

makcik tu tanye lg skali.. bru aq jwb

"OHH,, td minum slurpee.. hehe"

pastu aq cepat2 blahh~

*fuhhh blushing red*

lariiii blk smule ke krete... AQ TGELAK ABES!!! mak aq pon bru pasan bibir and lidah AND GIGI aq sume BIRUUU!!! aq cepat2 tgk kat cermin!! HAHAA, mcm ape daaa~

if i had the chance, i would take a picture and probably upload it somewhere.. but i didn't have a camera OR my handphone. meyhh bad luck for u guyz,

THAT PICTURE WOULD'VE BEEN EPIC!

heee...

dah tu je aq nk share ari nih...

even though it was pretty embarassing, at least it made my day...

ermm see ya~

It's gonna be a BABY BOY!!!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

okay, obviously i'm too excited!!

so siang td, kak long ku pegi ke klinik untuk check up dy pnye kandungan (YEAH, she's 7 month pregnant) and guess what?? the doctor said her baby will be a BOY! (duuh, i said it in the tittle)

ANYWAYZ, next year, when i'm 16, i'll be an aunty already..

("mak su" that's what he's gonna call me.. haha.. mcm tue jek an?) ngee~

but i still think it's weird though.. i feel like my big sister is growing up so fast.. T^T

*tears* i mean,, she's gonna be a MOM soon... i wonder if she's ready?

HA-HA. *parent talk*

kay2, ape2 pon, aq harap kak long dpt melahirkan baby yg comel dan sihat, and do ur best in raising it (i mean HIM.) and YEAH, don't worry kak long, when he's old enough (at least when he's 4 yrs old.) I'll teach him to play the piano~

SAYA AKAN MENJADI MAK SU TERBAEK~ yeah!

BTW! thnx to Anis Nadzirah for awarding me with the Beautiful Blog award~ hahaa! thnx2.. terharu I...

wahahaha~ OKY2... blog updated...

meyh =.=" see ya!

a message to my 20 year old self.

okay, so here's the thing:

i'm gonna write a MESSAGE or something like an ucapan for the future me, (the 20 year old me), so that when i grow up, and turn exactly 20 (which will be on the 7th February 2015) i'll be reading this post and see what the me THEN(the past) has to say for the me NOW(the future)... err... that's confusing...

BUT YOU GET THE POINT, RIGHT? (please say yes... well, even if you don't eventually u'll get it)

OKAY! so here goes:

Dear 20 year old me,

first of all, i'd like to say HI! and really, you're reading this after 5 years, huh? i hope this blog still exists and ur still updating it.. (well if ur not then i guess i can understand) OHH, AND HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY~ wahahaha... (it feels weird wishing myself happy birthday)

AHH NE! i hope u did well in SPM.. AND! how bout my plan of furthering my studies in Japan?!! i bet u're on ur way to japan now, right? RIGHT? eh? no? yes? WHUTEV! i'm still going to JAPAN ONE DAY!. and please don't tell me u've given up on animes and mangas! THAT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE!. even if i am 20, it doesn't mean i can't love animes anymore, right?

TT^TT

hmm.. let's see.. my big bro should already be married by 2015... he could already have a child too.. *shocking* O.O

i don't wanna think about that.. =.=" (him getting married.. pfft...)

and i hope kak long would have her second (or third) child~ BUT then again.. she did say something about waiting for SEVEN YEARS until she'll have another child.. hahaa!! X sanggop nak menghadapi saat2 awal mengandung.. LMAO..

kak ika will be 23. hmm... 23? will she still be a JUSTIN BIEBER FAN?

jeng jeng jeng.

persoalan yg mungkin mengerikan...

*whispers* but i hope she's not married yet at that moment.

and what about me?! GOSH I HOPE I'M STILL SINGLE! wahahahahaa

mmg ade gak gurau2 nak kawen lpas SPM.. BUT HECK LAA...

i mean seriously, i don't wanna get married until at least i'm 25 or so.

U HEAR THAT, 20 YEAR OLD ME? just wait till 5 more years... haha~

*who am i to boss u around?

ngee,...

ne, i hope ur still in contact with my friends (your old friends)... cuz really, they're too awesome to be forgotten... AND GIRL, u better have ur drivers license already! and probably even ur first car~ WOOHOO.

*how bout that, huh!?

okay, and lastly i'd like to say,, NEVER look back on the mistakes you've done in the past. just take it as a memory and keep moving forward~ aww, if they invented time machine by 2015 please do visit me.. hahaa~

on second thought, please don't. I'D FREAK OUT too much.

wellp, guess that's it from me. peace out~

p/s: i bet ur gonna say this "gosh, i was soo pathetic 5 years ago." hahaha~ but believe me, u are too. teehee~

ermm.. i guess that ends the blog?

ha.ha. see ya.

Comic Fiesta!!! can anyone take me there? T^T

*SIGH*

can't believe i'm not old enough to DRIVE! urghh.....

boleh tak sape2 hanta aq pegi KL 18-19 Disember niiii!!! ARGHHH urgent sgt~

what's the urgency? COMIC FIESTA 2010 A.K.A the Largest Anime and Comic Gathering in Malaysia~

and i can't believe i'm gonna miss it!! AGAIN!

tolong laaa, da 2 taon aq tunggu... TT^TT

cosplays and contests all about ANIME and MANGA!!!

warghhhh....

kesedihan dan kekecewaan~

rase cam nak nangis dlm bilik x kuar2... (tp aq x thn lapar)

waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... ibundaa, take me there....~

ONEGAI.. ONEGAI.. ONEGAI!!!!

*dlm mimpi jek ar dy nk bwk aq.....

TAK PER AHH! when i turn at least 18, i'll go there!! definitely... law gi sorg pon jadik ar!

*AZAM BARU~ wahahahahah~

kay2, pape pon, salam ma'al hijrah! ngeee~

-the awesomizer-

Da!suki Yo

hi, i'm bored~

blogs are supposed to be something like a diary where people write stuffs about their life. BUT now i've come to realize that my life is... too... simple! (i'm not gonna use the word boring. cuz i'm happy with my life.. just that.. i'm not sure how to show it..)

okay, like, my frenz, dyorg slalu tulis blog pasal bnde2 yg dah terjadi dlm idop diorg.. u know, like a diary lah! TRUST ME, i've tried that before and it turned out to be... well... boring.. plus, i have this thing inside of me that keeps saying, "PPFFFTT, why would anyone wants to know what i've been doing anyway!?"

YES, i really don't get myself.. but when i read my friends' blogs i think they're awesome! i really do enjoy reading about their lives and so.. TAPI kalau aq je wat mcm tu, I THINK IT SUCKS!

here, lemme try telling u guyz a lil bit about what i'm doing right now~

RIGHT NOW, i am;

>in front of my noob PC that has no speakers, no webcam, no fun...

>typing on this antique keyboard

>trying to post a RANDOM blog

>eating a smashed CocoPie

>really annoyed that the COCOPIE is stuck between the spaces in my teeth

>shocked that the clock on my PC says, "5:26 AM" when its already noon!

>scratching my head thinking of what else to write

>yawning out of boredom

>still eating Cocopie

>blinking

>breathing

>out of ideas..

thnx so much for reading. really, u've wasted ur time.. see ya!

how long has it been...?

setelah sekian lame aq meninggalkan blogku yg x seberape nih, akhirnya,, aq dtg semula.. i think this is where i say, "TADAIMA!" which means "i'm back/home" in japanese.. i guess i'm not really into blogspot because i am too LAZY to find a cool layout.. so somehow, it's kinda embarassing to end up with a lame layout... eventually, i left it!

BUT I AM BAACK!! tak taulah kenape.. maybe because kawan2 laen pon da ade blogspot. and kalau nak follow kene la ade blogspot jugak kan? tapi bengang sgt nk tnjok blog nihh.. so whatever it is, i need to find a cool new layout.. ASAP! i guess that's it.. bye bye my utterly lame blog~ you will soon be awesomized...

here, fishy fishy...

good news for me!! my family and i are going fishing tomorrow!!

HOW FUN IS THAT? (this isn't sarcasm)

we had our last fishing trip last month i think... or was it 2 months ago? idk.. =__="
anywayz,, i had fun spending the night on a raft, (yes, a raft ---> "rumah rakit") waiting for fishes(or fish) to get a bite of my bait... and going all crazy when i do catch a fish!!

it was funny when i caught my first fish that time!! my dad was like,

"nah adik, nak cube?" and he handed me the fishing rod... then i was like,
"hah? what am i supposed to do!?"
"just hold it, and reel sikit2..."

so i did what he told me to.... then my dad went somewhere else... and then came my big bro... he was like,

"alalalaa,,, adik pon nk fishing jgak?" (yes, my abang is like that.... )
"abang2,, macam mane nk tau kalau dah dpt ikan?" i asked! seriously,... i didn't know!
".tgk je. nanti die mcm dirtarik sikit.."

so i was like,, "oooh"... n then i felt like my rod was being pulled (by a teeny-weeny force) so i told my big bro and he said,

"hish,,, no laaa.... xde pape pon..." hmph... always not believing me.... but i didn't mind him and kept on reeling untill,,, JANG! i caught a fishy!!..

"LOOK!! abangg!! i caught an ikan... hahahahaaa" seriosuly, i cought the first fiish for the fishing trip! even though it was a small fish... (it's very very smallllll!!) but still, the first fish! hee~

SO NOW! i'm hoping that on tomorrow's fishing trip, i'll be able to keep that record and catch a fish before anyone else does! wish me luck! ^-^


i'm goin fishiiing!!
-daisuki Yo-

results are out...!!!

wellp, as u all know, before the holidays i had my mid-year exams... i THOUGHT i did okay... but the results...err.... let's just say, i COULD'VE done better... soo, here's my results!!

BM - 84%
BI - 92%
MT - 91%
SN - 80%
SJ - 77%
GEO - 93%
KH - 80%
AG - 98%

so i got 7A's and 1B... and i fell down the class ranking!! DAMN.... i got number 3... GAHHH!! a certain "someone" suddenly caught us off guard... wellp whutev, i'll do better next time.. geezers,, talking bout results makes me feel like not wanting to write a blog,,!

SO I'LL BE GOING !


the pissed off me,
Daisuki Yo

oohhh....how excited am i!!

"what?? what's this all abouttt!!! DAMMIT"



*cough cough* this, up here ^ is my reaction when i watched Toy Story 3 trailer...


really,, everytime i see it on TV my mouth would hang open... i'm not quite sure why... but,, i think this movie is going to be awesome!! and yes, by saying that, people might think i'm a nerd... but hey, let's just say i'm a PIXAR fannn!! YEAH!



i've always liked wathching Finding Nemo, Toy Story 2, Wall-E, Ratatouille, Cars, Bugs Life, Up, and i shouldn't really list down all Pixar movies now should i?? my point; i just like watching animation movies more than real life movie... they have the "fantasy" mood.... like Alice in Wonderland, which is the latest movie i've watched..., i have to say that it's a completely awesome movieeee... i loved it... i loved every second of the movie.. the animation is great.. and yeaaa Johny Depp!!! hotness.... even though he was in a total make-up disaster,, but like they say, if he's hot, he's hot... (i wonder who said that actually...)



okaaayyyy... really can't wait till i can watch toy story 3!!! oh, and prolly Shrek 4 would be an awesome movie to watch too... sooo... ehemm... maybe this blog should end here..it might be quite short since,, yeah,, i have a busy life and all.... i have like,,, a lot of breathing... and blinking.... and munching to do... busy busy busy....



wellp,, see ya!




the always so busy blogger,
Daisuki Yo

holidays.... fun? urghh...

heh,, what up with the title ^

of course it's going to be fun!! i mean, it's holidays!! no school,, no homework,, no teachers (besides my mom) no worrying about money.... yes, even though i am a student, i worry about money.... i really do... ermm,, so, what will i be up to this holiday?? hurmm... well let me think about it.

okay so today's the fourth day of hols and yet, what have i done?? laze around with my (not really mine) laptop and watched crappy videos on utube, went on myspace, played nintedo games.. was it fun? yess,,, heck yeaa... will i continue this routine till end of hols?? heck no.. well,, as far as i do enjoy being lazy and all, i really want to do somtehing interesting.... i mean it.. something like,, sewing or painting... something that has nothing to do with me sitting in front of this laptop like right now!

hmm..tomorrow i'll be heading to Kelantan and would probably stay there for a few days... at least there's something for a change... so i guess i'll be leaving the internet soon... i'm not really upset about that somehow... cuz i got tired of it already.. (woah,, what exactly happened to me!) well not actually tired of internet,, just got bored of it for a while.... i'll come back to my senses soon... so what do i do when i'm not in front of the laptop??? i read!

seriously, i've been doing a lot of reading lately... it seems kind of addicting really.. reading what, u asked? well,, some book... >.> not a kid's novel that's for sure.. Ha-Ha-Ha... what makes u think that?? pffftt... i'm 15 already.. i wouldn't read something so childish like "Malory Towers" or "The Naughtiest Girl In School"... pish posh,,, nonesense... though i do adore Enid Blyton's writings.. ever since i was 8 i've been reading all her novels... and now i'm re-reading it... oh wait,, did i just say that?? well i meant i'm err.... i'm NOT reading them anymore.. ahahahahah.... ha....

so anywayz,, to awesomize oursleves, right?? i've always thought that everyone was awesome in their own way,, so that was actually why i chose that name for my blog... but somehow,, just now i was on myspace, and i had this friend of mine (not really a friend because i've never met her i.r.l.) she posted a blog there... i was awfully impressed with her blog for no reason actually,, just for a moment there i thought she was really cool and awesome! then i felt really small,, idk why but really, i felt sooo,,, uncool and lame.! i know i'm not really that "awesome" but er.. awww,, how i hate feeling lame... i really do... T^T

i'll try awesomizing myself later...
but for now, i'm out

the not really awesome me,
Da!suk! y0

growing up as a teenage girl... ;)

So, the other day my mom was cleaning the store and took out a lot of stuffs... A LOT... well, it's a "store" so it's filled with old junks and stuffs... the interesting thing is, my mom found my old Toy-box which of course, was filled with TOYS! duuh...

Unlike a Boy's Toy-box which would probably have toys like action figures or transformers or whutev in it, my old toy-box was filled with Polly Pockets, Barbie Dolls, and baby dolls and more girly toys..... so what came into my mind when i saw my mom taking out all those Dolly dolly thingies was,

"gosh,, i used to play with these stuffs, huh? i must be a pretty lonely kid.!"

i mean, i had a LOT of those and i used to play them with my sis... but when my sis grew up, she left me to play all alone by myself.............. *cough* *cough* now, now,, no teary moments please... but the point is,, i seem to have had lots of fun playing those stuffs; talking to a bunch of dolls, making dolls dance, undressing dolls, "pretending" they had feelings... err,, yea, let's just say I WAS A LONELY KID.... poor cute wittle me...

but i realized as i grew up that playing with dolls is no fun anymore... (=_=;) i'm not sure why.. even then, when i saw my old Dolls, i felt like i really don't need them anymore.. like, i knew i can't have fun playing with them anymore...SO, from this,, i discovered the fact that I, a 15 year-old girl, has completely,, graduated from playing dollies and finally become a TEENAGE GIRL! hooray me?? yes....

Although,, i don't think i have matured enough to NOT be a kid anymore.. i mean, i'm still a young, over-joyed, clumsy, irresponsible, cute and adorable little kid like i used to be..! okay2, maybe not cute and adorable anymoree.... but still,, being a teenager doesn't seem to be any different than being a 6 year-old... we get into trouble, we get scolded, we rebel! tadaa~

However,, some of my likings and dislikings changed as i'm older... like, i used to dislike eating green vegetables (due to some LIE i heard which said that i'd turn green once i started eating them...) but now,, well,, let's just say i DO eat them without hesitating or worrying i'd turn into Shrek or something.. (=_=") and, and,, the fact that i know Santa and Fairies don't exist is also a point where i started growing up... ! (awww,, Santa isn't real! i knowww... sad, right???) another part of me that changed currently, is that,, i'm starting to hate cartoons nowadays! i mean, i don't hate Spongebob,, i don't hate cartoons that make me laugh,, i just hate plain old cartoons that're too immature! (ghahahah,, yes, spongebob is mature enough for me!) point is, i'm not addicted to cartoons anymore..!! yayyy, hurraaah... BUT, now i'm addicted to Animes and Mangas... *phails*


Question: "since i'm already a teenage girl, should i start wearing make-ups and all??"

this here ^ , is the question that i always,, always, always,, IGNORE.... no, i don't wear make-up yet... UNLESS if there's a special occasion like, Hari Raya... which is only once a year! my sisters would put stuffs on my face and make me all dolly dolly.. =_=" *blushhh* embarrassing? yes, thank you very much..! i like being natural better,, well, at least for now that is.. *wink wink*

hmm,, soo... how do i end this? err,, well let's just say, even though i am a teenager now, i still have a lot more to learn, a lot more to experience, and a lot more to tell..!

soo,, catch ya later!


the still inexperienced me,
Daisuki Yo

no pretty words for introduction..

pink : me
blue : a friend of mine....


"hey, watcha doin?"
"who? me?"
"yea YOU.."
"oh, i'm just blogging.."
"BLOGGING?? WTH is that?"
"blogging means to write a journal or a diary online to share with other people"
"........" <---- silence
"what?"
"oh,, nothing..."
"no, what?? tell me..!"
"well,,isn't that kinda lame??"
"u mean blogging??"
"yea,,"
"u think so?"
"uh-huh.. i don't think i'll ever do something as lame as 'that' "

-end of scene-


well here i am now... SOMEHOW,, i ended up here,, making a so-called 'BLOG'.. how amazing is that? i must've eaten something really baaad.. (=_=")

to be honest, i never really thought blogging was lame,,, however, i do think, for some reason, that BLOGGERS are weird,, i mean, i've always asked myself,

"how much time does it take for them to write ONE blog...?"

well,, through my calculation,, they must've at least wasted one hour to write one blog, right?? ONE HOUR!! i could finish like, a few chapters of manga within ONE HOUR.... such a waste.. but yet,, i'm wasting my time right now...


(fact 1# : I, myself, is a weird person....)


In most cases,, people would usually write about their life through their blogs.. well,, i can't actually argue with that,, i mean,, blogging IS some sort of "diary" they would share with people.... but what i don't get is this:

most bloggers would write blogs on how MISERABLE their life are,, and how they SUCK,, my question is,, "WHY!?"

so i asked some of my friends who do have blogs,,, and the results are :

-5 of them said; "misrable things that happened are most memorable things i can write about"

-2 of them said; "just to fill up my blog.."

-3 of them said; "err...?? WTH are bloggs again??"

-1 person said; "my life just SUCKS more than anyone else"

- more than 10 of them said; "because, it makes me look a lot COOLER...."

you see, the last one up here ^ really is interesting to me,,
most bloggers would talk about their suckin life just to attract attention,, and make themselves look COOL... WTH does that mean??!


(fact 2# : I have no idea as to how a teenager could be/act "cool".. or more commonly said,, I'm more of a nerd)


obviously enough i think you guyz would know that i really have no experience in blogging... i USED to blog on myspace and post my opinions on something... which is quite boring i think... (=_=")
i mean,, people wouldn't want to read my entries on topics like, "aaron kelly" or "mangas with stupid endings" or even "I AM A FREAK"... even if it was myself who came across those kind of blogs, i'd be like,,
"HECK, this person is desperate for somthing"


(fact 3# : yes, i know myself better than anyone else... and yes,, i am desperate for something real bad...)


sooo,,, CONCLUSION IS :

i don't really care what others would think of my blog..... i'm just gonna write it for fun and enjoy every second i can! soo... this is how i am... and,,,

NICE MEETING U GUYZ!

- the noob blogger -
Daisuki Yo