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Monday, June 7, 2010

holidays.... fun? urghh...

heh,, what up with the title ^

of course it's going to be fun!! i mean, it's holidays!! no school,, no homework,, no teachers (besides my mom) no worrying about money.... yes, even though i am a student, i worry about money.... i really do... ermm,, so, what will i be up to this holiday?? hurmm... well let me think about it.

okay so today's the fourth day of hols and yet, what have i done?? laze around with my (not really mine) laptop and watched crappy videos on utube, went on myspace, played nintedo games.. was it fun? yess,,, heck yeaa... will i continue this routine till end of hols?? heck no.. well,, as far as i do enjoy being lazy and all, i really want to do somtehing interesting.... i mean it.. something like,, sewing or painting... something that has nothing to do with me sitting in front of this laptop like right now!

hmm..tomorrow i'll be heading to Kelantan and would probably stay there for a few days... at least there's something for a change... so i guess i'll be leaving the internet soon... i'm not really upset about that somehow... cuz i got tired of it already.. (woah,, what exactly happened to me!) well not actually tired of internet,, just got bored of it for a while.... i'll come back to my senses soon... so what do i do when i'm not in front of the laptop??? i read!

seriously, i've been doing a lot of reading lately... it seems kind of addicting really.. reading what, u asked? well,, some book... >.> not a kid's novel that's for sure.. Ha-Ha-Ha... what makes u think that?? pffftt... i'm 15 already.. i wouldn't read something so childish like "Malory Towers" or "The Naughtiest Girl In School"... pish posh,,, nonesense... though i do adore Enid Blyton's writings.. ever since i was 8 i've been reading all her novels... and now i'm re-reading it... oh wait,, did i just say that?? well i meant i'm err.... i'm NOT reading them anymore.. ahahahahah.... ha....

so anywayz,, to awesomize oursleves, right?? i've always thought that everyone was awesome in their own way,, so that was actually why i chose that name for my blog... but somehow,, just now i was on myspace, and i had this friend of mine (not really a friend because i've never met her i.r.l.) she posted a blog there... i was awfully impressed with her blog for no reason actually,, just for a moment there i thought she was really cool and awesome! then i felt really small,, idk why but really, i felt sooo,,, uncool and lame.! i know i'm not really that "awesome" but er.. awww,, how i hate feeling lame... i really do... T^T

i'll try awesomizing myself later...
but for now, i'm out

the not really awesome me,
Da!suk! y0


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