hi, i'm bored~

blogs are supposed to be something like a diary where people write stuffs about their life. BUT now i've come to realize that my life is... too... simple! (i'm not gonna use the word boring. cuz i'm happy with my life.. just that.. i'm not sure how to show it..)

okay, like, my frenz, dyorg slalu tulis blog pasal bnde2 yg dah terjadi dlm idop diorg.. u know, like a diary lah! TRUST ME, i've tried that before and it turned out to be... well... boring.. plus, i have this thing inside of me that keeps saying, "PPFFFTT, why would anyone wants to know what i've been doing anyway!?"

YES, i really don't get myself.. but when i read my friends' blogs i think they're awesome! i really do enjoy reading about their lives and so.. TAPI kalau aq je wat mcm tu, I THINK IT SUCKS!

here, lemme try telling u guyz a lil bit about what i'm doing right now~

RIGHT NOW, i am;

>in front of my noob PC that has no speakers, no webcam, no fun...

>typing on this antique keyboard

>trying to post a RANDOM blog

>eating a smashed CocoPie

>really annoyed that the COCOPIE is stuck between the spaces in my teeth

>shocked that the clock on my PC says, "5:26 AM" when its already noon!

>scratching my head thinking of what else to write

>yawning out of boredom

>still eating Cocopie

>blinking

>breathing

>out of ideas..

thnx so much for reading. really, u've wasted ur time.. see ya!

how long has it been...?

setelah sekian lame aq meninggalkan blogku yg x seberape nih, akhirnya,, aq dtg semula.. i think this is where i say, "TADAIMA!" which means "i'm back/home" in japanese.. i guess i'm not really into blogspot because i am too LAZY to find a cool layout.. so somehow, it's kinda embarassing to end up with a lame layout... eventually, i left it!

BUT I AM BAACK!! tak taulah kenape.. maybe because kawan2 laen pon da ade blogspot. and kalau nak follow kene la ade blogspot jugak kan? tapi bengang sgt nk tnjok blog nihh.. so whatever it is, i need to find a cool new layout.. ASAP! i guess that's it.. bye bye my utterly lame blog~ you will soon be awesomized...

here, fishy fishy...

good news for me!! my family and i are going fishing tomorrow!!

HOW FUN IS THAT? (this isn't sarcasm)

we had our last fishing trip last month i think... or was it 2 months ago? idk.. =__="
anywayz,, i had fun spending the night on a raft, (yes, a raft ---> "rumah rakit") waiting for fishes(or fish) to get a bite of my bait... and going all crazy when i do catch a fish!!

it was funny when i caught my first fish that time!! my dad was like,

"nah adik, nak cube?" and he handed me the fishing rod... then i was like,
"hah? what am i supposed to do!?"
"just hold it, and reel sikit2..."

so i did what he told me to.... then my dad went somewhere else... and then came my big bro... he was like,

"alalalaa,,, adik pon nk fishing jgak?" (yes, my abang is like that.... )
"abang2,, macam mane nk tau kalau dah dpt ikan?" i asked! seriously,... i didn't know!
".tgk je. nanti die mcm dirtarik sikit.."

so i was like,, "oooh"... n then i felt like my rod was being pulled (by a teeny-weeny force) so i told my big bro and he said,

"hish,,, no laaa.... xde pape pon..." hmph... always not believing me.... but i didn't mind him and kept on reeling untill,,, JANG! i caught a fishy!!..

"LOOK!! abangg!! i caught an ikan... hahahahaaa" seriosuly, i cought the first fiish for the fishing trip! even though it was a small fish... (it's very very smallllll!!) but still, the first fish! hee~

SO NOW! i'm hoping that on tomorrow's fishing trip, i'll be able to keep that record and catch a fish before anyone else does! wish me luck! ^-^


i'm goin fishiiing!!
-daisuki Yo-

results are out...!!!

wellp, as u all know, before the holidays i had my mid-year exams... i THOUGHT i did okay... but the results...err.... let's just say, i COULD'VE done better... soo, here's my results!!

BM - 84%
BI - 92%
MT - 91%
SN - 80%
SJ - 77%
GEO - 93%
KH - 80%
AG - 98%

so i got 7A's and 1B... and i fell down the class ranking!! DAMN.... i got number 3... GAHHH!! a certain "someone" suddenly caught us off guard... wellp whutev, i'll do better next time.. geezers,, talking bout results makes me feel like not wanting to write a blog,,!

SO I'LL BE GOING !


the pissed off me,
Daisuki Yo

oohhh....how excited am i!!

"what?? what's this all abouttt!!! DAMMIT"



*cough cough* this, up here ^ is my reaction when i watched Toy Story 3 trailer...


really,, everytime i see it on TV my mouth would hang open... i'm not quite sure why... but,, i think this movie is going to be awesome!! and yes, by saying that, people might think i'm a nerd... but hey, let's just say i'm a PIXAR fannn!! YEAH!



i've always liked wathching Finding Nemo, Toy Story 2, Wall-E, Ratatouille, Cars, Bugs Life, Up, and i shouldn't really list down all Pixar movies now should i?? my point; i just like watching animation movies more than real life movie... they have the "fantasy" mood.... like Alice in Wonderland, which is the latest movie i've watched..., i have to say that it's a completely awesome movieeee... i loved it... i loved every second of the movie.. the animation is great.. and yeaaa Johny Depp!!! hotness.... even though he was in a total make-up disaster,, but like they say, if he's hot, he's hot... (i wonder who said that actually...)



okaaayyyy... really can't wait till i can watch toy story 3!!! oh, and prolly Shrek 4 would be an awesome movie to watch too... sooo... ehemm... maybe this blog should end here..it might be quite short since,, yeah,, i have a busy life and all.... i have like,,, a lot of breathing... and blinking.... and munching to do... busy busy busy....



wellp,, see ya!




the always so busy blogger,
Daisuki Yo

holidays.... fun? urghh...

heh,, what up with the title ^

of course it's going to be fun!! i mean, it's holidays!! no school,, no homework,, no teachers (besides my mom) no worrying about money.... yes, even though i am a student, i worry about money.... i really do... ermm,, so, what will i be up to this holiday?? hurmm... well let me think about it.

okay so today's the fourth day of hols and yet, what have i done?? laze around with my (not really mine) laptop and watched crappy videos on utube, went on myspace, played nintedo games.. was it fun? yess,,, heck yeaa... will i continue this routine till end of hols?? heck no.. well,, as far as i do enjoy being lazy and all, i really want to do somtehing interesting.... i mean it.. something like,, sewing or painting... something that has nothing to do with me sitting in front of this laptop like right now!

hmm..tomorrow i'll be heading to Kelantan and would probably stay there for a few days... at least there's something for a change... so i guess i'll be leaving the internet soon... i'm not really upset about that somehow... cuz i got tired of it already.. (woah,, what exactly happened to me!) well not actually tired of internet,, just got bored of it for a while.... i'll come back to my senses soon... so what do i do when i'm not in front of the laptop??? i read!

seriously, i've been doing a lot of reading lately... it seems kind of addicting really.. reading what, u asked? well,, some book... >.> not a kid's novel that's for sure.. Ha-Ha-Ha... what makes u think that?? pffftt... i'm 15 already.. i wouldn't read something so childish like "Malory Towers" or "The Naughtiest Girl In School"... pish posh,,, nonesense... though i do adore Enid Blyton's writings.. ever since i was 8 i've been reading all her novels... and now i'm re-reading it... oh wait,, did i just say that?? well i meant i'm err.... i'm NOT reading them anymore.. ahahahahah.... ha....

so anywayz,, to awesomize oursleves, right?? i've always thought that everyone was awesome in their own way,, so that was actually why i chose that name for my blog... but somehow,, just now i was on myspace, and i had this friend of mine (not really a friend because i've never met her i.r.l.) she posted a blog there... i was awfully impressed with her blog for no reason actually,, just for a moment there i thought she was really cool and awesome! then i felt really small,, idk why but really, i felt sooo,,, uncool and lame.! i know i'm not really that "awesome" but er.. awww,, how i hate feeling lame... i really do... T^T

i'll try awesomizing myself later...
but for now, i'm out

the not really awesome me,
Da!suk! y0

growing up as a teenage girl... ;)

So, the other day my mom was cleaning the store and took out a lot of stuffs... A LOT... well, it's a "store" so it's filled with old junks and stuffs... the interesting thing is, my mom found my old Toy-box which of course, was filled with TOYS! duuh...

Unlike a Boy's Toy-box which would probably have toys like action figures or transformers or whutev in it, my old toy-box was filled with Polly Pockets, Barbie Dolls, and baby dolls and more girly toys..... so what came into my mind when i saw my mom taking out all those Dolly dolly thingies was,

"gosh,, i used to play with these stuffs, huh? i must be a pretty lonely kid.!"

i mean, i had a LOT of those and i used to play them with my sis... but when my sis grew up, she left me to play all alone by myself.............. *cough* *cough* now, now,, no teary moments please... but the point is,, i seem to have had lots of fun playing those stuffs; talking to a bunch of dolls, making dolls dance, undressing dolls, "pretending" they had feelings... err,, yea, let's just say I WAS A LONELY KID.... poor cute wittle me...

but i realized as i grew up that playing with dolls is no fun anymore... (=_=;) i'm not sure why.. even then, when i saw my old Dolls, i felt like i really don't need them anymore.. like, i knew i can't have fun playing with them anymore...SO, from this,, i discovered the fact that I, a 15 year-old girl, has completely,, graduated from playing dollies and finally become a TEENAGE GIRL! hooray me?? yes....

Although,, i don't think i have matured enough to NOT be a kid anymore.. i mean, i'm still a young, over-joyed, clumsy, irresponsible, cute and adorable little kid like i used to be..! okay2, maybe not cute and adorable anymoree.... but still,, being a teenager doesn't seem to be any different than being a 6 year-old... we get into trouble, we get scolded, we rebel! tadaa~

However,, some of my likings and dislikings changed as i'm older... like, i used to dislike eating green vegetables (due to some LIE i heard which said that i'd turn green once i started eating them...) but now,, well,, let's just say i DO eat them without hesitating or worrying i'd turn into Shrek or something.. (=_=") and, and,, the fact that i know Santa and Fairies don't exist is also a point where i started growing up... ! (awww,, Santa isn't real! i knowww... sad, right???) another part of me that changed currently, is that,, i'm starting to hate cartoons nowadays! i mean, i don't hate Spongebob,, i don't hate cartoons that make me laugh,, i just hate plain old cartoons that're too immature! (ghahahah,, yes, spongebob is mature enough for me!) point is, i'm not addicted to cartoons anymore..!! yayyy, hurraaah... BUT, now i'm addicted to Animes and Mangas... *phails*


Question: "since i'm already a teenage girl, should i start wearing make-ups and all??"

this here ^ , is the question that i always,, always, always,, IGNORE.... no, i don't wear make-up yet... UNLESS if there's a special occasion like, Hari Raya... which is only once a year! my sisters would put stuffs on my face and make me all dolly dolly.. =_=" *blushhh* embarrassing? yes, thank you very much..! i like being natural better,, well, at least for now that is.. *wink wink*

hmm,, soo... how do i end this? err,, well let's just say, even though i am a teenager now, i still have a lot more to learn, a lot more to experience, and a lot more to tell..!

soo,, catch ya later!


the still inexperienced me,
Daisuki Yo